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| okay, so its been a while
BUT PROM
WAS
AMAZING
so how is life with everyone!
i cant get away from facebook and myspace
they're just so much better ya know!
i still love you xanga
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| okay, so i kinda thought i would use up this post to talk about some things that have been on my mind lately! iuno, its like, fate and crap! i guess i just think way too much!
so first off, i wanna ask you guys if you know what the six degrees of serperation are
well here ya go
---There is a theory that everyone can be linked by 6 degrees of separation. That is to say, between any two people, the first person knows someone who knows someone who knows the other person, within six people.
For example, between you and me, someone I work with, could be related to someone, that went to college with someone, who knows someone who they befriended on vacation at the camp site next to them, who is a childhood friend of someone that knows you.
Whew! -----
so i know thats crazy and all, but think about it!
and then fate, well what if i was supposed to go shoping today
then out of no where this guy walks in front of my car, and i hit him,
well i have to stop and all, but then i look down the road
and there is a huge ass pile up and crap, and i coulda been in it
if this kid hadnt just walked in front of me
its all like final destenation and crap
i dont know, i think too much! lol!
but serisouly, if someone else interfered with my death
And i ended up alive, how would i live my life differntly
would i, or would i just go in living,
i think i would be like scared shitless of everything that came withen one inch of me!
so yea!
off that subject
my sweet 16 is gunna (hopefuly) be on sat may 27th
so if you wanna go, just ask me,
im hoping to have a big party,
so dont be shy to comment and be like, HEY!!!
so yea!
<3
rissa
OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my grandpa is giving me $100 for prom!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOTAH!!!!
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| im going to prom!!!
im going to prom!!!
im going to prom!!!
im going to prom!!!
wooooooooooo
and with my bestfriend!!
<3
rissa
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now how do i get the extra $$$ i need..............
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| so i thought i would tell all of you the story,
of whats goin on with my back!
it all started around mid november when I started complaining about my back. my parents told me it was nothing, just growing pains. but I always complained, finally a gave up, and was like "fuck it, maybe it'll go away!"
well at the beginning of this semester, jan, I enrolled in weights. one day I was squating, and no one was spotting me or ne thing, and the teacher didn’t show us how, sum other guys showed me. well they kept telling me put more weight on, put more weight on. so I kept adding more and more. then finally I was like "wow, I just cant do this ne more, and I felt some thing in my back, and I told them I was done. so I changed into my clothes and didn’t think too much of it. but by the time id gotten home it was really hurting. so I told my parents about everything. and they were like "youre dropping the class" so I did. and of course I got shit from the other guys, but it stopped after a few weeks. well by like mid Feb. It was really killing me. so my mom had me get sum test done. I got and ex-ray and sum blood drawn (which I absolutely hate needles). and it turns out I have sum ruptured dics in my lower back. so they did a ct and some more blood test and told me to start on physical therapy. so I did, and at the second therapy appt. I was in so much pain that she gave up on me after 15 min. there was nothing to do that wasn’t gunna just make me cry.
so we canceled my therapy, and went to see a spine specialist. so heres what it is. I was born with my discs unalined and all. and I have this thing, and I cant remember the name of it or ne thing. but only 6-7% of the population he said have this. there are a few things I can do. take sum medicine and hope it gets better, wear a brace, or just have sergery, which he wouldn’t recommend since im so young. he said there is no ways to tell if its permanent or not!
sorry thats its just so long!
love ya guys!
<3
rissa
oh yea, things i can no longer do
1) exercise
2) ride a roller coster (my mom wont let me go to w.o.f this summer)
3) ddr
4) walk for more than 10 mins
5) stand for more than 10 mins
6) ne thing that involves bending my back
so now life pretty much sucks, but hey
im still breathing arent i!?
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so i took this personatly test!!
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. | trait snapshot:
(I underlined the ones that are true!)
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expressive, open, self revealing, loves large parties, loud, social, outgoing, does not like social isolation, assertive, social chameleon, positive, always busy, likes to fit in, likes to stand out, enjoys leadership, brutally honest, trusting, optimistic, desires attention, dominant, aggressive, attachment prone, wants to be understood, realistic |
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| so heres an update on my life
((not that any of you care))
im just feeling like crap
and i mean all the time
i hate school, i wake up in the morning
and it takes so much for me to just get out of bed
im in pain, everywhere, all the time
im like mrs. bitch to almost everyone
people that i care sooo much about
well im sure showing it by yelling at them
and just snaping at em' for nutin
i got a few of jack asses from school
and they just keep messin with me
i mean, i hate it so much
i prolly wouldnt, if my life wasnt so bad right now
i know their just messin around and all
but enoughs enough
physical therapy, yea
didnt work
im in so much pain, that they couldnt even work with me
but im stayin close to god
and i mean closer than ever
i see the spine specialist on friday
wish me luck
jay and I, we're an officail couple now
but we keep fighting,
and its all my fault,
cuz i just keep freaking out
and i cant help it
why is this happening to me!?
just a few icons since they always make me feel better
 
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